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You had spent the night together, wrapped safely in each other's arms, free from the worries of the tumultuous world you two lived in. You cherished the few moments you were able to spend with him, safe in his strong arms. You tried to imprint everything about him into your memory. The way you two entwined with each other, the way his arms held you tight, his scent his smell, the sound of his gentle breath on your hair...

You woke the next morning just in time to find him pulling on his military jacket, donning his cloak with the wings of freedom etched onto the back. You held the blankets up to your frame, watching him silently, without a word.

When he finished, he stood still for a few moments, hands resting at his sides, gazing blankly out the window of your bedroom.
After a few moments of silence, silence that seemed to stretch on for eons, he turned to you with a sad smile.

You gently swung your legs over the side of the bed as he strode over to you. Even when he squatted beside you, the towering man came to about your height. Without a word, he leaned in an pressed a lingering kiss to your soft lips. You stared at him with innocent eyes as he parted from you, reaching up to entwine his hands in your hair.

You wrapped your arms delicately around his shoulders, bringing him in for another kiss, this one less innocent and pure as the one he doted you with before. The blonde pressed back into the kiss gently, his hands running softly though your locks.

In the distance, a bell chimed.

You both parted, staring at each other, your eyes meeting his for a moment that made your heart flutter inside your chest. 

No words needed to be said, staring into each other's eyes communicated everything that needed to be said between you.

He rested his forehead on yours, and you closed your eyes, breathing the familiar scent of him, of sweat, of horse hair, and home. It was moments like this that you had come to cherish and hate the most. When you two would say your silent goodbyes without a word. When he would depart beyond the walls leaving you feeling alone and empty inside.

"(Name)..." he breathed, his voice deep and commanding, making shivers run up your spine.

You kept your eyes closed as you spoke: "I'll be waiting." You whispered, almost inaudibly. "For when you return..."

He wanted just a few more moments, enough to take you into his arms and tell you how beautiful, how amazing you were, how much of a goddess you were to him. But the bell was chiming in the distance insistently, signaling his departure.

He stood slowly, his large hands lingering on your face. You pressed his hand to your cheek, a silent entreaty for him not to leave, to stay by your side.

He smiled gently at you, instead placing a kiss on your forehead.

"I will return." he told you, turning swiftly, his cloak fanning out behind him.

The door clicked shut behind him, leaving the room empty except for yourself.

"I know." You whispered, a sad tear running down your face.





It was only once you saw in inside of a titan's mouth that you realized you should have cherished those bittersweet moments just a little more.







Erwin walked quietly into the room, the door clicking shut behind him. Evening light streamed through the window, the bed was made ever so neatly, the last things your hands had touched before that fateful moment that he had not been there to witness.

And for once, tears stained the great commander's eyes.

"(Name)...I'm back."


:iconcryforeverplz: :iconcannotevenplz:

I can't anymore, I just...leave me be.

Especially after that episode, just let me be over in my corner of crai. >.>

You used to belong to Irvin //shot
Irvin belongs to Shigeki no kyoin
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:iconarentifabulous:
ArentIFabulous Featured By Owner Jan 15, 2015  Student Traditional Artist
I IS ALIVE!!!!!! anyways, i love dis story! great job :D
but then again, i cried. cried. for the first time in years. T_T
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:iconthelittlemermello:
thelittlemermello Featured By Owner Dec 28, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
WHY ARE ALL ERWIN FAN FICS SO FREAKING DEPRESSINGGGGG DX
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:iconr0jmin:
r0jmin Featured By Owner Oct 19, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
The feels, I can't... Hold'em T^T Crazy Girl (The Feels) [V6] 1 
I didn'trealize that reader-chan died Until I finished reading and read the comments and then re-read the last parts *crying in a corner*  Cry forever Sparta Emoji-02 (Cries) 
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animenerd6321 Featured By Owner Oct 6, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
//dies from all the feels
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:iconinnocenthobbitses:
InnocentHobbitses Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2014
Nooooooooooooo This is not the end right? Reader will comeback right? TELL ME THIS IS A LIE!!!!!! *sob*
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:iconsilent133:
Silent133 Featured By Owner Jul 30, 2014
Wunderful... but... WHY?! qwq
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:icontheisrobinruiz:
TheIsRobinRuiz Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
You killed the reader? YOU KILLED HER? WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU? MY FEELS ARE ALL OVER THE DAMN PLACE NOW!!
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:iconthelittlemermello:
thelittlemermello Featured By Owner Jul 9, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
THE FEEEEEELS!!!!! Exo : Crying Kai Llama Emoji-08 (Crying) [V1] Frozen - Elsa Crying Icon Cry run Pikachu Crying Plz Hibiya Amamiya (Cries) [V2] SpongeBob (Cries) 
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:iconicyhatress:
IcyHatress Featured By Owner Jun 12, 2014
Wait a diddly frickin minute.. Did reader-chan die? // Ohhh the feels
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:iconlordoftheanime:
LordoftheAnime Featured By Owner Jun 11, 2014
Really!!!!???? T-T
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:iconanadreamerforever:
Anadreamerforever Featured By Owner May 28, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I'm crying right now, WHY?! I just...the feels won't stop!
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:iconjazzykatloveshetalia:
;u; This really put me in my feels.
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:iconmst88:
mst88 Featured By Owner Apr 7, 2014
Ignore  nope, just nope *cries in corner*
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:icongabrielle015:
gabrielle015 Featured By Owner Mar 17, 2014
excuse me while I handle my exploding tear ducts
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:iconrebeccavalentine:
RebeccaValentine Featured By Owner Mar 12, 2014  Student Writer
Who needs feelings anyway? 
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:iconmarveltherealmc123:
MarveltherealMC123 Featured By Owner Mar 8, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Oh, there go my feels... they are dead... :sad: :sad: :sad: 
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brookerockar626 Featured By Owner Feb 26, 2014
Sunny (SNSD) onrainbowfire Lelelelelele 
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:iconskynekoisloveydovey:
SkyNekoIsLoveyDovey Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2014
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! (and yes, I just couldn't stop pressing "O") For once it wasn't me who died, but that was even more terrible to know that you left someone behind, than to know YOU had been left behind. Straight cry :cry: 
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:iconmizuichii:
Mizuichii Featured By Owner Dec 2, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Bububutewuuuuuuno!! No!! *foes off into mindless sobbing rambling*
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:iconunbreakablecadet:
unbreakablecadet Featured By Owner Oct 29, 2013
Welcome back erwin *sobs*
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:icongirlunknown1:
girlunknown1 Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2013
I don't know whether to love or hate you right now... Really Sad 
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:iconlenathellama:
LenaTheLlama Featured By Owner Oct 19, 2013  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Oh god, the feels *sniff sniff*
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:iconalbertay:
Albertay Featured By Owner Oct 14, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Somebody pass me the damn tissues
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:iconrheddkid:
rheddkid Featured By Owner Dec 21, 2013
:icontissueplz:
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:iconalbertay:
Albertay Featured By Owner Dec 24, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
*sobs*
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:iconohaki:
Ohaki Featured By Owner Oct 3, 2013
TAKE ALL MY FEELS I DON'T NEED THEM ANYMORE..*throws feels and curls up in corner of woe*
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CrystalRainbow8 Featured By Owner Sep 29, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
:iconlazycryplz: Nuuu.... *sniffle*
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:iconhikarihitori:
HikariHitori Featured By Owner Sep 20, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
THE FEEELLLS IT BREAKS MY KOKORO.

Great work!
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LadyTriton Featured By Owner Sep 19, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Out of all your stories this has to be my favorite.
Even if it makes me wanna cry.....
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:iconmikois:
Mikois Featured By Owner Sep 19, 2013  Student General Artist
It seems that you write all the fanfics that make me cry :iconcannotevenplz:

/rereads/
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:icondoitsuki:
Doitsuki Featured By Owner Sep 13, 2013
WHY
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:iconilian13:
ilian13 Featured By Owner Sep 6, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
D8
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:iconinwind:
InWind Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2013  Student General Artist
*come back here*
*read the fic again*
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*crying again*
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:iconzephyros22:
Zephyros22 Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2013  Student Writer
:icontherethereplz:
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:iconinwind:
InWind Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2013  Student General Artist
Leave me, I'm died already.
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:iconcaruls:
caruls Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2013
You broke my heart, and limbs Tears 
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:iconzephyros22:
Zephyros22 Featured By Owner Sep 5, 2013  Student Writer
Nu~! Not ze limbs!
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:iconnat-the-alley-cat:
Nat-The-Alley-Cat Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Oh my gosh, can I just... :iconcryforeverplz:
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:iconkaize-chan:
Kaize-chan Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Now that was an IrvinxReader! :D loved it!!! :D It matched le rainfall while I am reading this :D

I also feel sad because of episode 21. It made me meh in the manga, but in the anime??? T.T Real tears were shed on that day.

I was really jelly of Petra. (You know, le look. Le sad heichou look)
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:iconzephyros22:
Zephyros22 Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2013  Student Writer
There was so much hinting at Rivai x petra in that episode. It made my heart go doki. <3
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:iconkaize-chan:
Kaize-chan Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
I was torn between being ultimately happy, and depressed. T.T
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:iconinwind:
InWind Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2013  Student General Artist
Totally agree with you Kaize-san....
I don't hate Petra..... but... the hints.... too much..
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:iconkaize-chan:
Kaize-chan Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
Comrade!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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SkyNekoIsLoveyDovey Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2014
Rivialle x Eren. Forever!
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:iconinwind:
InWind Featured By Owner Sep 4, 2013  Student General Artist
*high five*
Hello mate.
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ShionMinami Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2013
Sadness...  E-Erwin .. sad eyes 
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:iconfrenzydaydreamer11:
Frenzydaydreamer11 Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
:iconsadhunnyplz: :iconcraiplz: :icontaigacraiplz: I WAS BLOODY EATEN?!
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:iconzephyros22:
Zephyros22 Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2013  Student Writer
Yup. unu
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:iconfrenzydaydreamer11:
Frenzydaydreamer11 Featured By Owner Sep 6, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
Oh well latest manga chap ERWINS HAND WAS BLOODY BITTEN!! :iconcraiplz: my baby~
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:iconjean-jeano:
Jean-Jeano Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Y U DO THIS TO ME Rainbow Tear Plz 
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